please forget me, so i can forget u
It’s only a matter of time. Lets time heals the pain. Lets time erases the memory. Lets time console the heart. Lets time makes me forget the thing that i want to forget. Lets time makes me cant remember the person that i need not to remember.
Yes, i am avoiding. I am hiding. If that the only best choice left. I want to be invisible. Makes people forget about me. Forget how i look. Forget my laugh. Forget my smile. Forget my name. Forget about me. so that i can forget about the person that i want to forget. Forget about the person that i need to forget.
I try to act tough. Trying hard to act strong. Acting like nothing happened. Just like nothing changed. Being immersed in my world. Tormenting myself with workloads. Keep smile on the face. Never shade laugh from my words. Spending as much time with patients. Trying so hard to sooth the patients’ pain. So i can forget of my own. Trying hard to make them smile, so that i can keep smiling.
I want to be invisible. I wish i am invisible. So that u can forget my existence, and i can forget yours. So that u will stop looking for me, and i can let u go easily. Forget the pain. Forget the sensation. Forget the words. Forget the feeling.
I know i am the friendship spoiler, but that’s not something that i plan. Not even something that i want.
